now i used laptop and phone for days.. my PC brokedown.. *sigh*
really messy.. even m not really care anymore..
emmm.. ya, m just back from another holiweek.. ahaha..
only in town, its fun, but felt something different, something not me~
my cousins n their fam came and visit us here..
one of them is my sister, shes the only person who called me with a nickname when i was little.. ahahah.. its cute.. it has been years m not heard the name was called for many times.. cause my parents also changed the way they call me.. mostly they called me in chinese..
heres the 2 different act in me;
--m need to listen whatever old untie spoke to me.. and act like m understand and responds her.. @@ duh~ eventually, i don’t understand what she says..
really cant be me.. m not really good talking with eldest.. (and kids~!!! last time, i yelled and hits a table in front of my cousins 4years&5years, and they d*** scared~!)
and again, m really not a good PR..
--m not comfy when i sleep (in the same bed, even in a BIG size bed) with my cousin.. m awake..cant sleep..
ahahahah.. its one of my strange act, for YEARS~ since i was little.. i knew it when i went to jakarta, and stay at friend house..
it happen automatically.. but, i dont know how to select/categories them..
emm.. after i think for awhile..
i like them, but maybe, m not trust them much~ ahahahaha..
but, if i selecting them, most of people i can sleep with, really a few.. and they really close for me.. (NB; except with my oldest brother)
aaaahhh.. hmmm?? see? that answer still not correct.. ahahahah..
ok, i don’t know how to select them.. ahahahah.. its automatically happening.. far below my control..
i prefer to sleep by my self (separate place to sleep), rather than i uncomforted and stayup all night..
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the healthy PC xp2, but still need some medz..
(taken on july 3rd)
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