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how many times id canceled my holiday/vacation/meet up with my families and friends?
first; 27 oct 2oo7 (the same day i landed in indonesia xD)
reason; i wanna catch up my sis in bali..
status; canceled, coz of.. (blablabla, lazy to explain)
second; 9 nov 2oo7
reason; astro dealer party, jakarta
status; canceled, coz i thought i wanna come to my friends wedding, and the next few days, my friends from overseas come home, and i really want to meet them ;)
third; 14 nov 2oo7
reason; i really wanna go to bali, coz my friend have a baby T_T
status; canceled (again) goin to bali @@
forth; 3 dec 2oo7
reason; reunion with my friends at surabaya, they from malang and makassar, it has been a year i didn’t meet them, specially the one from makassar..
status; by this morning, i just sms n cancel my reunion with them @@
fifth; next month?
reason; goin with my sis
status; maybe another cancellation on dec, coz i preferred to buy DSLR than meet her xD hahahaha.. (nga loh sis, act i prefer buat see you.. hug you.. then kick you, lively.. but, yea, iv tell u my reason why kan? but, next time, i will make my words real ;) heheheh..)

than another cancellation coming from my friend.. he said he want to visit me (even he called me when im sick, mhhh, its like he care, but he don’t xD) coz, past few days, he cancel it, becauseeeee, his friend (this is the only reason he wanted/desperate to meet and date in solo, and this is the ONLY and the TRULY reason he called me) kinda busy on dec, so he cancel it mmhh!!!

but got another news, next 2weeks, my friend direct fly from malaysia and visit solo, but maybe just for a day or two.. so, we will hang-out by then.. and, that’s will be my first friend (solo friends not included) that visit and stay over night at my house.. duh, so sad huh? @@


emmm, and start from don’t know when, and how it start.. i had a problem with my hearing.. and quite often people grumblings and said, “are you deaf?” with a little joke of course ;)
hmmm.. but, how to say huh? i really cant hear them clearly xD hahaha.. (for some people know the reason why ;p)
so.. im sorry to all of you, if i always say “hah?” and asking for repeating ;p maybe some of ya be my victims already xD or maybe you don’t realize, or act i didn’t hear you, but i didn’t ask, and do my “whatever” reaction.. hahahaha, be passion with me ;)
but, btw, im a good listener ya know xD i always listen and concentrated when people talking/share with me.. (ohhhh.. maybe that’s why.. coz i cant hear them clearly, so i must concentrate and be a good listener xD hahahah)